I am experiencing a frustration beyond belief due to work. Gosh!! How I wish I could just screamed out loud. But instead, I let the frustration to wallow into my very soul. Just so typical of me.. Sigh!! No wonder I've been diagnosed as having heart trouble. Sheesh!!

All these "idiots" which disguised themselves as Board of Directors and top management.. I really wonder where the hell did they put their brains?? In the butt perhaps..?? It is a joke since they are the ones to be having the brains to run the company. They are the ones who introduced rules / protocols to follow. But when it comes to really following THEIR OWN rules.. my GOD!! They suck BIG TIME on it. They just assumed and presumed everything will be going THEIR ways without letting the poor staff know any of their planning... Expected the staff to be aware of this and that, but without telling staff in advance their intentions. What are we, anyway?? MINDREADERS??!! If we the staff are indeed MINDREADERS, we wouldn't be working in the company now, would we?? We can just struck out on our own. *rolls eyes*

Me, being one of the few unfortunate ones who had to handle well, almost everything in the company, suffered the most. Those "idiots" would be planning, having meetings on closed doors, met up with contractors, bankers, etc etc.. but when come to really dealing with these people, guess who is the scapegoat?? Moi of course... I have had people who I don't even remembered talking at all, asking me about subjects that I don't even not aware of, to answer their questions promptly. Best part of all, these "idiots" don't even have the courtesy of at least informing me about it. I would then have the responsibility of finding out what is going on. As if I am not being busy enough, those "idiots" conveniently and easily pushed matters that I don't even want to know, into my lap, even though I protested. As a result, I became the office "information counter". Everyone had something to ask me.. from spoilt handphone, to pantry items. My God!! These people just can't be resourceful now, can they??

Wonder how long can I stand these "CRAP"??? Really feel like hanging myself under the "taugeh" tree... *wailing out loud* "UWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA"....